It's Hard

It's really hard to keep going on days like this. I have to force myself to do anything. Everything. It's like all my energy is just plain gone. Even before I got out of bed this morning there was this horrid sense of "I don't know if I even have the energy to go get a shower." I'm not giving in to it. In fact, I made myself go take a walk with the boys this afternoon after school. It wasn't far - maybe a half mile in all - and I know the fresh air and sunshine was good for me, but by the time we started back home I was really dragging. I wish I knew what was causing this. It's so frustrating. I want to be back to my normal energetic, happy, bubbly self.

I really, really hope the naturopathic doctor can give me some answers/help on Monday. I can't keep going like this forever.